Tell All - Part 4

PHEWWWWWW ...

A fuck tonne of awesomeness has just happened  over the last couple of weeks, and I want to share all of it.

I deleted a whole bunch of people from across my social media the other day,  and now I am down to those I know and those who want to know me.

If you don't want to know me, do feel free to use whatever button you want to exit stage left. I will not be remotely offended because people come into our lives for a reason, a season or a lifetime so ... it is what it is.

If you want to stay around, cool, but things are going to be shifting massively because I have shifted massively, and in the last two weeks alone, a whole new deeper level of me has been accessed and some of you may not like it. That's ok, I do and that is all that matters.

I want to take this moment to tell you all something that has really landed. I no longer have time or interest in anyone who does not have time or interest in me. I have been a huge support to many many people for a very very long time and in the last two weeks have been really fascinated to see that a lot of those people have not bothered to check in on me in a moment I needed it. This isn't a poor me or a pity party for one, this is an acknowledgement of the saying I live by, yet seem to have momentarily forgotten, 'we teach people how we wish to be treated' ... lesson fully learned and integrated, and grateful for it.

I am the kind of person who lives my life in full colour, all experiences I have are lessons for me to learn and then share from that learning. If they resonate, go ahead and let yourself feel it, if not, that is absolutely fine. I will keep being me, doing what I do, how I do it daily.

And now for a reintroduction …

My name is Ciara Maeve Ní hEanachain. I have been a builder of tables for people to sit at, a provider of chairs for people to bring to my tables, a cheerleader for everyone who needed it, a champion for anyone willing to step into the ring of life, a bringer of support to those needing space and a giver of shoulders for those who needed a place to lean.

I realised very recently that I have been all those things for so many people and entirely forgot to be that level of big support for myself in some ways, mainly business, that are really key, and so … that all changes right now.

If you want me at my fullest then you will be able to gain access to work with me in a couple of ways, within the incredible projects I am involved in behind the scenes as they are brought to life.

I am a writer, my writing sheds light, shares truths, activates, triggers, pulls people in, pushes people away, connects people together, and disrupts things wherever it lands. Not out of or for performance, but because I feel it, write it, and share it. Heart and soul on my sleeve, nothing held back because who I am, who I have always been at the core is … fully expressed … un-fucking-apologetically

I don’t have time to care what you think of me, I never have, and I don’t want to make time for something as mundane as someone else’s opinion.

I don’t have time for the minutiae and the small talk, I am the provider of my household and my time is now, and always will be better served in deep service and devotion to my own self mastery, to my mothering of my son, to deep reflection of self so that I can always understand everyone I meet as naturally and easily as I understand myself, and to providing a powerFULL and exact service to the people who choose to come and work with me.

While all that is happening, you can go ahead and visit my link where everything I have created for you can be accessed. I walk in co creation with the big G ( God for anyone who isn’t clear on that ), and I am so grateful to be able to say that the last 3 years of getting to know him have been some of the best times of my life. We are in sync, he is my guide and I know his plans for me are far greater than anything I have created for myself.

If you’re not a fan of the big G, no worries, maybe you love source, maybe you love the universe, maybe mother earth is your thing, or spirit, or even a different God, My G has nothing to do with religion, and nor do I.

I am someone who knows that many things can coexist at the same time: God, the universe, energy, spiritualism, astrology, angel numbers, shamanism, science. I will not be demonising any of these things.

My job is to BE truthful in my life and bring that truth into everything I do and everywhere I go.

I am irreverent. I swear, I have a wild and warped sense of humour, I take the piss out of a lot of things but I will never be mean.

I am a lot … and I love every bit of my a-lot-ness, but some people can’t handle it and that just means, you’re not my people. It’s all good. You’re someone else’s people who are not a lot.

I once heard a cool line - ‘If you think I’m a lot, go and find less’ - total vibe.

If I’m in your corner and on your team then you are one lucky son of a bi!ch! I live and love massively and that level of bigness … well … you’re either gonna love it like the best goose down duvet you’ve ever slept under, or you’re gonna feel like a perimenopausal woman having a hot flush and needing to strip. Either way, I’m good.

Regardless of where you find yourself in my life, I send you an incredible amount of love, You deserve it.

I am an avid lover of life, the bigger the conversational topic the more turned on I get. I love digging in deep on all things love, relationships, personal responsibility, self reflection, living fully, being unapologetic, world changing ideas, serving, and of course … story sharing … so do feel free to ask me questions on any of those topics and I will happily write something.

Now, I’m off to bake a healthy cake because it’s ‘shark week’ and I am doing 75 Hard ( day 71 ) so I want to stick to the program. My health is non-negotiable these days and I am so fuc&ing thankful that I made the decision and got focused again.

What are you grateful for?

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